Tuesday, February 22, 2011

hope everthing will be ok..

Asal la life aku sarabut lately..byk bnda yg aku kne uruskan..bkn mudah nak jdk pgarah projek.tu baru je 1 projek yg aku handle tp da jd chaous,so sucks!

I also have a prob with my sble grup.Pasl report yg nak kne wat da settle,tp nak cri perfect timing not pg tmpat 2 yg mslh..bkn ape msg2 bz n projek akademik n dpp..nak wat ari sabtu lak time koke msg2 x sme.Ada je la bnda yg jdk halangan.aku phmgak aper yg lec 2 gtau yg die pun ckp die tau asgmnt die bkn sng..sbb 2 ar die nak kami rasa susah skrg coz nak bg kami dpt pglaman.Time die wat research dulu pun die byk rujuk kat library n tgk cnth projek yg da dilksanakan.Aku kne wat part org.consultation,kne reka name syrkt n wat logo n so on..don't know how 2 do it but i'll try n ask my friend yg da amik paper nie..

Tomorrow which is thursday aku kne g DMS ntok join mjlis brsama TPM..actually HEP ada gak inform ckp aku trpilih attend majlis 2 tp kat EDC..ralat ket ar coz mjlis 2 start dlm kol 11 n i have a class 2 attend which is event n rekreasi..then my friend told me 2 replace her coz she have another things to do..majlisnya start ptg around 2 o'clock..so i agree to replace her..getting xcited for 2morrow..

Then mlm nie aku ada discussion 4 group asgmnt(event).hope everything wll run over flow...ptg nie aku ada 1 kelas ag kne attend n ada sdg kol 5. Hope abis awal..huhu

Asgmnt rekreasi 4 individual x wat paper ag..glad that bhn da ada..mlm td aku cari n kne anta pd 24 mac nie..field trip 4 tiz sem lak kne pg Pulau Payar 4 event n Sg Itik di Gopeng 4 rekreasi..pray 4 kelancaran aktiviti 2 nati...

Relationship aku n Faqqih still go on..juz cm slalu bese2 ajer..juz wait 4 tiz 25 feb our 4th month anniversary..pray 4 our relationship akan brthn ntok tmpoh yg lme ag..aku pun da x cari gaduh n die n juz happy 2 be with him..still try 2 accept kekurangan die n hargai die seadanya..walaupun aku rasa yg kami nie x sme n couple len yg slalu jmp n kuar sme2..i'm juz happy with what i have with him..every person is different and also us..

Ya ALLAH..Kau berilah aku kesaran..ketabahan n ketenangan dlm melewati hari2ku..Kau permudahkanlah segalanya buatku..
amin...

Sunday, February 6, 2011

what this feeling?!

lately aku slalu gaduh n faqqih..aku pun x tau ar nape tiap kali aku kol die msti aku ase nak mrh2 die..myb aku tension sndiri kot..agpun sometimes aku rasa die da x sygkan aku cm dlu..bukan aku nak tuduh die ada gurl len or ape..juz kdg2 aku curious gak..owg len pon praktikal jugak..pnt pon setara n pnt die..tp x ada la lgsg x contact owg yg mreka syg..

aku dpt rasa yg die da brubah..brubah byk sgt2..smpai aku pon da x tau samaada itu faqqih yg dlu atau somebody else..aku rindu sgt die..die yg dlu..yg still contact aku walaupun bbrapa kali dalm sbln..bkn yg skrg..yg lgsg x pernah contact aku kat 2 bln..hurm..

skali pon aku x pernah brkira n die..coz aku phm pnt praktikal n pnt blaja x sme..tp at least ingat la yg aku nie still part from his life..kecuali la die da x anggap mcm 2...

awk..sy phm awk bkn cm boy len..yg x tau nak pujuk bile sy majuk..yg x pndai nak romantik2 bagai..sy x harap yg lbh pon pd awk..tp sy mintak agar awk ingat yg sy still ada kat cni..contact ar sy walu skali..bkn smlm sy knl awk..da lme da..da masak n kerenah awk..sy tau awk setia..sy tau awk jujur..x pernah sy curigai awk..tp jgn wat sy cmnie..sy pon ada hati n prasaan..

Ya ALLAH..
aku mohon pada-Mu..Kau kuatkanlah hati ini ntok trus menanti dirinya..
Kau bukakanlah pintu hati dia..agar dia menyayangi aku walaupun dia sibuk n urusannya..
kerana aku masih di sini..menyayangi dirinya..
amin...